This week has officially changed my life. It
took the whole week to do it, but it's been done. Starting off first with the
leadership meeting that changed every part of my life. The assistants took our
numbers and graphs of all our work and wow! This meeting, looking at the facts,
the numbers, the possibilities changed my life. It hit me. It all became real, I felt my faith building. As the week went on, unfortunately it seemed harder to
reach the goals than I thought. I tried to put all I learned and knew into
practice and I think I overloaded myself and went into beating myself up mode,
as we all do. I felt disappointed and a failure and that I had failed the
people the Lord put into my hands and then the General Conference came.
Every talk changed my life, one by one, but
what changed me for all is the revelation I felt as I realized our need to
trust the Prophet and the Lord. The world is about to change, our faith is
going to be tested and we are going to need to prove ourselves. This morning as
I study D&C 1 I realized the promises of the Lord... that every soul, every
ear shall hear and feel this gospel! That no one can escape it. We have to
trust the Lord. He will not stop his work, he will not lower his standards, we
have to be stronger then we are, we are not sufficient yet. We have to love and
trust our prophet more then we ever have before. The Lord will not lose. He
will not fall and we have to be worthy to be in his army and to wear his name. I
know that he is the captain of our salvation and as days and years come I have
to put my trust in him, and I will not fall.
We are baptized, and living in the covenant. We
have the holy ghost; which is the fire of God!! We should be filled with
fire! This is the truth, this is the way there is no other.
I'm about to hit 1 year and I'm ready to give even more
then I ever have. I'm giving it all because I love him. Pray for me! Pray
that I will do my work. Don't worry about the day I come home, but worry that I'm
doing all I can. Pray for the world, pray for the missionaries, make sure we
stay strong and we do our job. Let us bring the world this truth.
I testify that there are no limits! The possibilities
are endless, we are the most creative creators in the whole world. We are
children of a god! We are infinite! Death can not destroy us. The enemy cannot
overcome us, sin cannot take us. We can change. We can always start over. We
can always be different. We can always be who we always wanted to be. We can go
where we want to go, know what we want to know, do what we never thought we could
ever do! This is it! This is your life; take control of it! Don't let anyone tell
you, you can't, The world is yours! and Its because of Him. It's because He died,
It's because he lived! It's because He loves you. Its because he knows you, he
wants you. He saved you and you are his! So be his. Be his child. Be obedient
and faithful. Be fearless. Be brave. Stand up for truth and what is right. Live
in his light and his protection. Let him guide you and you will make it safely back
to His arms.
I am a disciple of Christ and I am forever changed. You
wouldn't see the same person come home, because this is it and it's because of
him.
He Lives!
Hermana Ellison
