Not much to say! Everything is great! Elder Grow one of the
Seventy came to speak with us! it was amazing, I want to just soak up every
word he has to say. He called a few random people in for interviews and I
prayed so hard to have one! but I didn't get one... I was very said. But he
knows my name! He says He knows Ellison's in Idaho? Mark Ellison, ring
any bells? During the conference I stood up to say something and he was like
okay and know well hear from Hermana Ellison and then later in the conference
he was like, "like hermana Ellison shard". Yeah that's right the only name he
every quoted or said, and he shook my hand with such intent, so great!!
This week I had some really amazing personal study time. I
was studying Doctrine and Covenants 52:16 ...that's right I spent a whole hour
studying one verse, I don't know if that's allowed. But it was so beautiful, it
says our spirits need to be contrite and our language edifyth and I just
was so captured by that word, edify. Edification, to edify, enlighten and
uplift others. How beautiful. I truly want everything about me to edify others
and myself. I was thinking a lot about my actions and my words and I want to
master my language, mannerisms, and total way of being. I want to refine and
edify everything about me. I want my words only to be sweet, gentle and
uplifting, never rushed or with haste, my actions to be kind, powerful and
sincere, never with un-thoughtfulness.
I'm so grateful for this opportunity I have to learn. I want to learn everything! I know that's out there, but the
mission is so short, life is so short, I want to master everything that I can.
I was reading my patriarchal blessing and it was talking about my example and
the qualities that I have that help others, and I was so disappointed in
myself! God gave me these amazing qualities and I don't use them. I'm not taking
them and making them better. So I wrote down every quality he described in me
and I studied them, and I'm going to continue studying them for the rest of my life.
I have to do everything for him. The lord is my everything. I'm so grateful that
you work completely under the influence of the spirit to guide this mission. I'm
so grateful to know with surety that everything that happens is because its
the will of the Lord. I will do, the things the Lord commands, because I
know if God had commanded me to do all things, I can do them.
President says this cambio (change) is the cambio of all
cambios, its going to change everything. Whatever that means. I'm excited!
Hermana Ellison